Mass TESTIMONY OF CATALINA

From a series of apparitions and messages of Jesus and Mary.

A teaching about what is happening throughout the Holy Mass and how we can experience it with our hearts.

translated by ISAIAH (Jesus Loves me)

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“The Holy Mass - The Testimony of Catalina”

Imprimatur given for the original Spanih text by:

Bishop Jose Oscar Brahona C.

Bishop of San Vicente

El Salvador, CA

March 2, 2004

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Dedicated to

Your Excellency, Pope John Paul II

First Apostle New Evangelization.

From his example, we, the laity,

learn about the faith, courage and piety.

With abundant gratitude and love.

To all priests

The umbilical cord between God and man,

which delivers divine mercy through forgiveness

and the consecration of the Eucharist.

Catalina

"So they said to him,` Sir, give us this bread always. ' Jesus said to them, `I am the bread of life; He who comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty. '"(John 6: 34-35)

"Then Jesus said to them,` I tell you the truth, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, ye have no life in you. Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood, hath life everlasting and I will raise him up at the last day. '"(John 6: 53-54)

"For my flesh is true food and my blood is true drink. Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood abides in me and I in him. Just as the living Father sent me and I live by the Father, so he who takes me shall live by me. "(John 6: 55-57)

"Whoever eats of this bread, he will live forever." (John 6:58)

Catalina's testimony about the Holy Mass

In a marvelous catechesis, the Lord and the Blessed Virgin Mary teaches us, first of all, about how to pray the Holy Rosary, pray with our hearts, ponder and enjoy moments of our encounter with God and the Virgin Mary. They also taught us how to confession properly, and  [the witness's], they showed us what is happening throughout the Holy Mass and how to experience it with our hearts.

This is the testimony that I must and want to give to the whole world, for the glory of God and even more so for the safety of all those who want to open their hearts to Him. Testimony was given that so many souls consecrated to God can rekindle the fire of their love for Christ; those with hands that have the power to bring Christ into the world to be our meal  [the souls of priests]  and those of the other  [religious souls]  in order for them regardless of habit welcomed him as a "routine practice" and turn on back admiration of meetings every day with the Kasih. This testimony was given to brothers and sisters of the laity in every corner of the world can experience the greatest miracle,  the celebration of the Holy Eucharist , with their hearts.

At that time the vigil of the Annunciation and the members of our group and I went welcome the Sacrament of Reconciliation. Some women from the group sacrament prayer can not be welcomed at the time, and they postpone their penance until the next day before the Mass.

When I arrived at church the next day, a little late, Excellency, Archbishop and priests had come out of the sacristy. With a voice gentle and soothing feminine soul, the Virgin Mary said:

"Today is a lesson for you; and I want you to pay close attention because everything you saw today, all of you are experiencing today; should you share with the whole of humanity.  "I was stunned and did not understand  [the meaning of words], but I'm trying to pay attention so carefully.

The first thing I look at is a very beautiful choir melodious singing as if from a distance. Sometimes the music comes closer and then go away, like the sound of the wind.

Archbishop start of the Mass, and when he arrived at  the Penitential Rite, the Blessed Virgin said,

"From the bottom of your heart, ask God's forgiveness for sins for hurting him. Thus, you will quickly be able to participate in this privilege, which took part in the Holy Mass. "

Surely it struck me: "But, I'm in a state of grace. I just went to confession yesterday. "

He replied:  "Do you think you have not hurt the Lord since last night? Let me remind you of a few things.When you set out to come here, to help the girl who came to ask for something, and because you are late, you respond with haste and not in the best way. Lack of compassion on your part, and you say you are not offended God ...?

On the way here, a bus crossed your lane and almost hit you. You express yourself in a way that is inappropriate for the poor man, and instead of saying your prayers and preparing for Mass. You show a lack of compassion and you lose peace and patience. And you say you do not offend God ...?  

You arrive at the last minute when the procession of the celebrant to the Altar has begun ... and you will take part in the Mass without preparation beforehand .... "

"Well, my mother, do not tell me again," I replied. "You do not need to be reminded more thing, because I would die of grief and shame."

"Why do you all have to arrive at the last moment? You should arrive early so that you can pray and ask God to send His Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit to bestow you the spirit of peace and cleanse you of the spirit world, concerns, problems and distractions so that you can experience the moment that is so sacred. However, you arrive almost when the celebration was about to begin, and you took part in the Mass is the Mass as an ordinary event, without any spiritual preparation. Why? Mass is the greatest miracle. You will experience the moment when the Most High God gives His greatest grace, and you do not appreciate it. "

Suffice. I felt so sad that I have more than enough to ask for forgiveness from God. Not only for violations that day, but also for any time when, like many others, I waited for the priest finished delivering a homily before entering the church. I beg forgiveness for every time when I did not know or refused to understand what it means to be there, and for whenever possible, when my soul is filled with sins are more serious, and I'm willing to take part in the Holy Mass.

Today it is the feast, and the Gloria was to be recited. Our Lady said:  "Glorify and luhurkanlah Holy Trinity with all your love, identity as a creature of the Trinity."  

How different that Gloria! Suddenly I saw myself in a faraway place filled with light, in the presence of the Supreme Throne of God's Presence. With the overflowing love I thank Him, and I repeat: "For Glory Thy great, we praise you, we uplift thee, we worship thee, we glorify thee, we give thanks to thee, O Lord God, heavenly King God the Father Almighty. "And I remember the face of the fatherhood of God the Father, full of mercy .... "Lord Jesus Christ, Son of the Father, Lord God, Lamb of God, You take away the sins of the world ...." And Jesus was in front of me, with a face full of tenderness and mercy .... "You only the one holy, is the Lord only Thou, only Thou the one Supreme Being, O Jesus Christ, together with the Holy Spirit ..." God's Love is captivating. He was, at that time, meet the whole being with joy ....

And I ask: "Lord, deliver me from every evil. My heart is yours. My Lord, grant me your peace so that I may have as many as possible benefit from this Eucharist and that my life may produce the best fruits. Holy Spirit of God, change me, act in me, and lead me. God, grant me the gifts that I needed to serve you in good ...! "

When the  Liturgy of the Word  arrived and the Virgin Mary made ​​me repeat: "Lord, today I want to listen to your Word and produce abundant fruit. Presumably your Holy Spirit to prepare the field my heart that Your Word can grow and thrive in it. Lord, my heart murnikanlah so fixed on You. "

Our Lady said:  "I want you to listen carefully to the readings and the whole homily the priest. Remember that the Bible says that God's Word will not return without bearing fruit. If you listen carefully, something of all that you hear will live in you. Try to remember throughout the day, the Word that impressed you.Sometimes, it can mean two paragraphs; sometimes the reading of the entire Bible, or perhaps only one word. Word Resapkanlah it all day and then it will become part of you, because that is the way to change someone's life, by allowing the Word of God to transform you.

And now, tell the Lord that you are here to listen, that you yearn for Him to speak to your heart today. "  

Once again I thank God because it has given me the opportunity to listen to his Word. And I beg him to forgive me for my hard stiff over the years, and due to teach my children that they should go to Mass on Sundays because so ordered by the Church and not because of love, because of the need to be met by God ....

Because I, who have attended so many Eucharistic celebration, especially for the sake of fulfilling an obligation, and thus believe that I was saved; mind to experience the celebration never crossed my mind, much less paying attention to the readings or the homily the priest!

How great sadness I felt for so many years were lost in vain due to keacuhanku! ... How shallow our attendance at the Mass when we go only because it is a marriage or Mass Mass spirits or because we want a society! What a great ignorance about our Church and the sacraments! How much are we wasting time in trying to educate themselves and be civilized about earthly things, things that can disappear in an instant without leaving a anything for us. Things that, at the end of our life, can not even be useful to add items a minute from the time of our existence!  However, we did not know anything about the things that will bring us a foretaste of Heaven on earth and in the end , eternal life. And we call ourselves as men and women civilized ...!

Some time later came the current   offerings, and Our Lady said: "Pray like this:  [and I repeat]  God, I dedicate all my being, all mine, all my abilities. I put everything into Your Hands Hands. Change me, O Lord Almighty, through the merits of thy Son. I pray for my family, for benefactors, for each member of our Apostolate, for all those who oppose us, for those who entrust themselves to my prayers were poor .... Teach me to lay my heart on the ground in front of them, that way they can decrease the severity .... Thus the saints prayed; so I want you all to pray. "  

And so Jesus asks us to pray, so we put our hearts on the ground that they  [for whom we pray]  do not feel the weight, unless we bring in some relief for their pain caused by their feet were treading our hearts. Years later, I read an article a holy prayer booklet that was so dear, José Maria Escrivá de Balaguer, and in the booklet I found a prayer similar to the Virgin Mary taught me. Perhaps these saints, to whom I entrust myself, pleased the Blessed Virgin with those prayers.

Suddenly, some figures are not I seen before, began to stand. As if from the side of each person present in the Cathedral, there is another person; and soon the Cathedral was filled by creatures charming young. They wore white robes were very clean; they began to move into the central aisle of the church, and then to the Altar.

Our Lady said:  "Look. They are the Guardian Angels of every person who is here. This is the moment in which your guardian angel delivering offerings and your prayers before the Altar of God. "

At that time, I was completely amazed because these creatures have a face that is so charming, so radiant like never imagined. Their faces are so good-looking, barely visible as a feminine face; However, the structure of their bodies, their hands and are also high in masculine. Their bare feet do not touch the floor, but they seemed to glide. The procession was indeed very beautiful.      

Most of them brought something like a golden bowl with something  [in it]  that shone with golden white light. Virgin Mary said:  "Look. They are the Guardian Angels of the people, who offered Holy Mass for many intentions, they were aware of the significance of this celebration, those who have something to offer to God ....

Sacrifice yourselves at this moment .... Sacrifice of suffering, pain, hope, sadness, joy you. Haturkanlah your requests. Remember that the Mass contains infinite value. Therefore, be generous in the offering and in the petition. "

Behind the angels first angels came without a single thing in their hands; they came up empty-handed. Our Lady said,  "They are the angels of people who, although here, but never offered any. They do not have a passion for experiencing every moment of liturgical Mass, and the angels they do not have to show dihaturkan before the Altar of God. "  

At the end of the procession, came the other angels who looked sad, with their hands clasped in prayer, but their eyes were directed downward.  "These are the Guardian Angels of the people who are here, but do not want it. Namely, those who feel compelled to come, who came here out of obligation, without longing to take part in the Holy Mass. Angel they went with sad hearts because they do not have anything to dihaturkan in front of the altar, with the exception of their own prayers.

Guardian angels do not grieve .... Ask a lot. Memohonlah for the conversion of sinners, for the sake of world peace, for the sake of their relatives, for the sake of humanity, for the sake of those who entrust themselves to your prayers. Ask a lot, not only for yourself but also for everyone.

Remember that the offering which most pleases God is when you present yourselves as a burnt offering that Jesus, with his down to earth, you can change through the merits of His own. What do you have of yourself to be presented to the Father? And the absence of sin; but offering yourself united with the merits of Jesus, delight of the Father. "

The view was, the procession was so beautiful, so it is difficult to compare it with the others. The celestial creatures bowing before the Altar, some leaving their offerings on the floor, others prostrate with her head almost to the ground. And when he got in Altar, they soon disappeared from sight.

The final moments of  the Preface  had arrived, and suddenly Komyong, when people recite,  "Holy, Holy,Holy", and all that is behind the celebrant disappeared. Behind the left side of the Archbishop, thousands of Angels appeared in a diagonal line: small Angels, Angels large, wide-winged Angels, small winged Angels, Angels without wings. Just like the previous Angels, all dressed in similar robes white alba priests or altar boy.

All kneel with hands clasped in prayer and bowed their heads in respect. The sound of melodious music, as if there are so many choir chime harmony in diverse voices, all praise sesuara with the people: Holy, Holy, Holy ....

Came the moment  of the Consecration, the most remarkable of all the Phoenix .... On the rear right side of the Archbishop appeared a great multitude, also in a line diagional. They wore a robe similar to the Guardian Angels, but in soft colors: pink, green, light blue, purple, yellow; namely in multicolored very soft. Their faces are also sparkling, full of joy. They all looked the same age. You can see (I can not say why) that they are people of all ages but their faces looked the same, without wrinkles, happy. They all knelt down as well, while singing  "Holy, Holy, Holy Lord ...."

Our Lady said:  "They are all beata santa saint and blessed in heaven, and among them there are also the souls of relatives and members of your family who have enjoyed the presence of God."  Then I saw the Virgin Mary. He was there, right next to the Venerable Archbishop ... trails behind the celebrant. He slightly float above the floor, kneeling on a cushion that is very beautiful, at once luminous transparent, like crystal water. Blessed Virgin, with her ​​hands clasped in prayer, looking attentively and respectfully to the celebrant.He spoke to me from there, but without sound, straight to my heart, without looking at me:

"Strange you see a little behind Monsignor, is not it?  That is supposed to be .... Even so loved My son to me, he did not give me dignity as he gave to a priest, which can bring my son in my hands every day, as do the hands of his priesthood.  For this reason, I feel a profound respect for a priest and for all the miracles that God held by a priest, who made ​​me kneel down here. "    

My God, how much dignity, how much grace which God bestows upon the souls of the priesthood. And we, perhaps even most of them, are not aware of it.

In front of the altar, begin to appear shadows gray man with hands terkedang. Our Lady said:  "These are the souls in Purgatory who await your prayers so relieved. Do not stop praying for them. They pray for you, but they can not pray for themselves. It is you who have to pray for the souls suffering in order to help them go [of purgatory], so that they can be together with God and enjoy Him in eternity.

Now you see, I'm here all the time. Many people go on pilgrimages and looking for the places where I appeared. It was good, for all the blessings they receive there. But, not in any appearance, is also not in any place, I present first time  [the whole time]  than in the Mass. You will always find me at the foot of the altar where the Eucharist is celebrated. At the foot of the Tabernacle, I lived with the angels because I am always with him. "

Looked good-looking face our Mother when "Sanctus", along with all the others with their faces glowing, hands clasped in prayer, waiting for the miracle that is repeated constantly, is to be in heaven itself.  And to think that there is people who, at the time, can turn its attention in the talks. It is sad that many men, more than women, who stood with her ​​arms folded, as if paying homage to God which is equivalent to them.

Our Lady said:  "Tell everyone that was never an especially manly man than when he knees before God."  

Celebrant recite the words of  Consecration. He is a man of normal height, but suddenly, he began to grow and was filled with light. A supernatural light between white and gold bertanbah surrounded and getting stronger in the light around her face, so much that I could not see his face. When he demonstrated the Host, I saw her. There are signs on the backs of his hands, from which emanates abundant light. Jesus! ... He was the one who wrapped her His Body around the celebrant, as he lovingly guiding hands of the Archbishop. At that time, the Host began to grow and become very large, and the face of Jesus on it looked amazing, looked to his people.

Instinctively, I want to lower my head, but Our Lady said:  "Do not look down. Raise your head to look at and contemplate Him. Stare at his eyes and repeat the Fatima Prayer: Lord, I believe, I adore, I hope, and I love you. I beg pardon for those who do not believe, who do not worship, which did not expect, and that does not love you. Forgiveness and Mercy .... Now tell Him how much you love Him and worship haturkanlah and instead the King of Kings. "

I say to him. Looks like I was the only one that he face of the big Host. But I understand that so he looked at each person, with love to the fullest. Then I bowed my head to my forehead touching the floor, as did all the angels and saints of heaven. Maybe an instant, I wondered how Jesus wearing body celebrant and, at the same time, he was in the Host. And while Archbishop lowered the Host, Host returned to its normal size.Tears flowed down my cheeks. I can not be separated from ketakjubanku.

Soon afterwards, Monsignor recite the words of the consecration of the wine and, while the words recited, lightning appeared in the sky and in the background. There is no longer the roof and walls of the church.Everything was dark, with the exception of the brilliant light of the Altar.

Suddenly, floating in the air, I saw Jesus crucified. I saw him from the head to the lower chest. Cross Cross supported by the hands are large and strong. Of the light sheen appeared a bright light that is much smaller, like a pigeon very small and very bright. Pigeons fly rapidly once around the entire church and finally perched above the left shoulder Archbishop, who continued to look like Jesus because I can recognize his hair long, injured his glowing, his body is great, but I do not can see his face.

In it, Jesus was crucified, his head drooping over his right shoulder. I can contemplate His face, his hands were bruised and torn flesh. On the right side of his chest, there was a wound and blood gushing out to the left; and something that looked like water, but the sheen,  [springing]  to the right. These streams more like a beam of light that radiates to the faithful, and moving to the right and to the left. I was amazed at the amount of blood that is poured into the cup. I think his blood would overflow and flood the whole Altar, but not a drop was spilled.

At that time, the Virgin Mary said:  "This is the miracle of all miracles. I have said to you before that God is not limited by time and space. At the moment of the Consecration, the whole congregation was brought to the foot of Calvary, at the time of the crucifixion of Jesus. "

Can anyone imagine that? Our eyes can not see, but we are all there right at the time when Jesus was crucified. And he begged forgiveness to the Father, not only for those who want to kill him, but also for all of our sins:  "Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do."  

Since that day, I do not care if I was considered crazy, but I'm asking everyone to kneel and to strive to experience the privilege that God bestowed upon us, with all our heart and with all the feelings that he is able to express.

When we are about to recite  the Our ​​Father, the Lord spoke for the first time the celebration; He said: "Wait, I want you pray with sekhidmad possible. At this time, I want you to think of a person or persons who have made ​​the biggest mistake of your life, so that you can hug them tightly, and told them from the depths of your heart: `In the Name of Jesus, I forgive you and give MY peace to you. In the Name of Jesus, I beg forgiveness and hope damaimu me. ' If the person is deserving of peace, he will accept it and get a lot of grace from him; if the person was unable to open hearts to peace, then peace will return to your heart. But I do not want you to accept or offer peace to others if you can not forgive and feel the peace it first in your heart.

Be careful of what you do, "  continued the Lord,  "you repeat in the Our ​​Father: forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. If you can forgive but not forget, as some people claim; you put the prerequisite for God's forgiveness. You say: 'You are forgiven only because I can forgive, no more than that. "  

I do not know how to describe my grief, realized how easily we can hurt God. Also how easily we can hurt ourselves with hoarding so many grudges, bad feelings and bad things that are born from our own prejudices and because we are too easily offended. I forgive; I forgive from my heart, and ask forgiveness from everyone I've ever hurt, so I can feel the peace of God.

The celebrant says, "... grant us your peace ..." and then, "the peace  of God be with you."   

Suddenly I saw among some (not all) people were hugging each other, a powerful light positioned himself between them. I knew it was Jesus, and I almost threw myself to embrace the person next to me. I can really feel the embrace of the Lord in that light. He was the one who held me to give his peace to me, because at that moment I was able to forgive and blot out of my heart all the grief caused others. That is what Jesus had in mind, to take part in a moment of joy, hugging us in order to give his peace to us.

Communion came the celebrant. There, once again I see the presence of all the other priests next to Monsignor. When Monsignor Communion, the Virgin Mary said:

"It is time to pray for the celebrant and the priests who accompanied him. Repeat with me:  `Lord, bless them, sanctify them, help them, murnikanlah them, love them, protect them and sustain them with Your love. ' Think of all the priests throughout the world. Pray for all the souls consecrated .... "

My dear brothers and sisters, this is the moment where we should pray for them, because they are the Church, as we, the laity. So many times we, the laity, demand so much from the priests, but we can not pray for them, understand that they are human, and understand and appreciate the solitude that many times includes an imam.

We should understand that priests are human beings like us, too, and that they need our attention and understanding. They need love and attention from us because in consecrate themselves to Jesus, they give their lives for each of us, as Jesus did.

God wanted the people in the group, entrusted to priests, pray for priests and help them in his sanctification. One day, when we were in another world, we will understand how amazing God has done to provide for our priests to help us save our souls.

People began to leave their seats to receive Communion. When the great encounter in Holy Communion has arrived. The Lord told me:  "Wait a minute. I want you to observe something ....  "An inner impulse makes me directing my eyes to a person who will receive Communion on the tongue from the priest's hands.

Need I explain that he is one of the women from our group who the previous night can not confession, but this morning to do it before the Mass. When the priest award the Sacred Host on her tongue, something like a flash of light, a very white light golden (which I have seen before) is first pierced the back of this guy, and then covers his back, shoulders, and head. God says:

"That's how I bersukahati embrace a spirit that comes with a clean heart to welcome me!"  Tone of voice of Jesus was a man of joyful tone.

With amazement I saw my friend who returned to the bench, surrounded by light, embraced by God. I wonder how much we lose in welcoming Jesus with minor offenses or violations of us, when it should be it is a party.

Often we say that there is not always a priest to whom we confession. But the problem is not about always going confession. The problem lies in easily we fall again into sin. On the other hand, just as a woman seeking beauty salon or a man looking for salon hair cut if want to party, we are also working to find a priest if we want all the garbage was eliminated from ourselves. Let us have the courage to welcome Jesus every moment with our hearts dirty.

When I go to communion, Jesus said:  "Last Supper is currently the greatest familiarity with myself. At love it, I establish what in the eyes of humanity may be seen as the greatest insanity, which is to make myself a Prisoner of Love. I set the Eucharist. I miss living with you until the end of time because my love can not let you, that I love more than my Lives Alone, left alone as orphans .... "  

I welcome the Host who have different tastes. A mixture of blood and incense which is fully possessed me. I feel the love is so powerful until the tears flooded my cheeks without me able to stop him.

When I returned to my desk and started to kneel, the Lord said:  "Listen ...."  A moment later, I began to hear a prayer that is said over a woman sitting in front of me and who had just communicants.

What he said, without opening his mouth, more or less like this: "Lord, remember that we are at the end of the month, and I had no money to pay the rent, car and school children. You have to do something to help me .... Please, make my husband stop drinking lots. I can not stand it so often drunk, and my youngest son will have to repeat the lesson again this year if you do not help him. This week he test. And do not forget that our neighbors were to be moved to another place. Make it move quickly because I could no longer bear against ... etc., Etc. "

Then the Archbishop said:  "Let us pray,"  and simultaneously all the churches stand for the closing prayer.Jesus said in a sad tone:  "Did you notice? Not once did he say that he loves me. Not once did he give thanks for the gift that I gave him with condescending to the divinity of My poor humanity for the sake of lifting it to Me. Not once did he say: `Thank you, Lord. ' His prayer is a litany of supplication ... and almost all of that came to greet me, like that.

I have died for you, and I bounced back. For love I await each of you, and for you I live with you .... But you do not realize that I need you guys. Remember that I am a Beggar of Love in the great hour for the soul. "  

Are there any of you all realize that He, the Love, begging for our love, and we do not give it to him?Moreover, we refrain from coming to the encounter with the Love of all love, with the only love who gives Himself in the eternal sacrifice.

When the celebrant wish to express  thanks to the Virgin said:  "Look, be careful ....  [Many of]  You made ​​the sign of the ancient and instead sign of the cross. Remember that this blessing could be the last one that you received from the hands of a priest. You do not know if after leaving this place, you will die or not. You do not know if you gain the opportunity to receive a blessing from another priest. The hands that had consecrated it gives you a blessing in the name of the Holy Trinity. Therefore, make the Sign of the Cross with respect, as if it were the last of your life. "  

How much we lose by incomprehension and exclusion us every day in the Holy Mass! Why we do not attempt to start the day half an hour earlier and rushed to Holy Mass and receive all the blessings that God has bestowed upon our longing?

I realize that not everyone can take part in the Mass each day because of their busy busy schedule, but at least two or three times a week. However, so many people abstain from Sunday Mass with the reasons for the most trivial: that they have a child, or two, or ten, and therefore they are not able to go to Mass. How people can manage when they have other commitments that important? They brought all the children with them, or they go alternately - husband went on hour one hour and wife on the other - thus they fulfill their obligations to God.

We have time to study, to work, to have fun, to rest, but WE DO NOT HAVE TIME, AT LEAST ON SUNDAY, TO GO TO THE HOLY MASS.

Jesus asked me to stay with him a little longer after the Mass was over. He said:  "Do not hurry away so the Mass is over; lived a few moments with me. Enjoy and let I enjoy being with you .... "

As a boy, I heard someone say that the Lord stay with us for five or ten minutes after Communion. I ask him then: "Lord, how long are you staying true with us after communion?"

I think God must have been laughing over ketololanku, for he said:  "As long as you want me to be with you.If you talk to me all day, dedicate a few words to me while you do the work you guys, I will listen to you. I am always with you all. It is you who left me. You leave the Mass and the duty was over. You keep the Lord and now finished the job. You do not think that I have longed to take part in your family life with you, at least on that day.

At home, you have a place for everything and space for each activity: a room to sleep, another to cook, another to eat, etc., etc .... Which do you place designated for Me? It was not just a place where you hang a painting dusty all the time, but a place where at least five minutes a day, families gather together to express gratitude thank you for that day and for the gift of life, to invoke the needs of the day , to invoke blessings, protection, health .... Everything has a place in your homes, except Me.

Humans plan their day, their week, their semester, their vacations, etc. .... They know when they are going to rest, when they would go to the movies or to a party, or visit grandmother or the grandchildren, their friends, children, or go have fun. How many families say at least once a month: `This is the day for our turn to go and visit Jesus in the Tabernacle, 'and the whole family came to talk with me? How many who sit before me and talked with me, tell me anything that happened since the last encounter, telling me her troubles, difficulties, begged me what they need ... allow me to take part in all problematics they? How many times?

I know everything. I read even the deepest secrets hidden in the hearts and minds. But I'm glad you told me everything about you, allow me to take part as a member of the family, as the most intimate friend. How many people lose graces by not giving me a place in his life! "

When I stayed with him on that day and on many other days, He continued to express his teaching to us. On this day I want to share with you this mission that He has entrusted to me. Jesus said:

"I miss my rescue creation, because when opening the door of Heaven has been impregnated with so much pain ...." "Remember that not even a mother ever feed her children with her own flesh. I have surpassed the extreme act of love for the sake of bestowing my services to you all. "

"Holy Mass is Myself Alone that preserve my life and my sacrifice on the Cross among you. Without the services of my life and my blood, what will you have to come before the Father? Absence, misfortune and sin .... "

"You should beat the Angels and the Archangel in priority, because they do not enjoy the joy of welcoming me as a meal like you. They drink a drop from the spring, but you, who have the grace to welcome me, be with you all the depths to drink. "

Another thing that discussed God sadly involves  people who go to their encounter with his habit, the souls who have lost awe in every encounter with Him. Jesus said that the routine has made ​​some people so lukewarm until there is nothing new in them to tell him when they greet him. He also talked about not a few souls consecrated, who lost the passion of love to God, and make their call as a job, a profession in which they give no more than what is asked of them, but without feeling ....

Then the Lord spoke to me  about the fruits that should be generated from each communion that we welcome.  It happens there are those who welcome the Lord every day, but their lives have not changed.They spend so much time in prayer and do many works, etc., etc., but their lives are not constantly changing, and a soul that is not constantly changing can not produce fruit true to the Lord. The services we receive in the Eucharist should bear the fruits of conversion in us and fruits of charity toward brothers and sisters.

We, the laity, have a very important role in our Church. We have no right to remain silent, because God has sent us, all the baptized, to go and preach the Good News. We have no right to absorb all this knowledge and not share it with others as well, and allow our brothers to die of hunger while there is so much bread in our hands.

We can not see our Church destroyed while we are comfortably living in the parishes and our homes, receiving and receiving so much from the Lord: His Word, the homily the priest, pilgrimage, Divine Mercy in the Sacrament of Reconciliation, unity awesome and spiritual nourishment of Holy Communion, sermon the preacher.

In other words, we receive so much and we do not have the courage to leave our comfort zone and go to prison, to a rehabilitation institution and talk to those most in need. Telling them not to give up, that they were born Catholic and that the Church needs them there, suffering, because their suffering is useful to redeem others, because that sacrifice will memperolehkan them eternal life.

We could not visit the hospitals, go to the terminally ill, and recite the  Divine Mercy Koronka  to help them with our prayers during the time of struggle between good and evil, and to free them from the snares and temptations of the devil , Everyone who was on the verge of death face fear, and they felt comforted when we just hold their hand and talk to them about God's love and the joy that awaits them in heaven, next to Jesus and Maria, close to the people they love the has died.

Hour in which we now live does not allow us to indifferent. We must be an extension of our priests and go to a place that is inaccessible to them. But that we get the courage to do so, we must receive Jesus, live with Jesus, and support themselves with Jesus.

We are afraid to commit alternatives. When the Lord said,  "Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and all these things shall be added unto you,"  He said this, my brothers and sisters. This means seeking the kingdom of God by all means possible and by all means at their disposal, and ... open our arms to receive EVERYTHING in addition! This is because he is Lord, to reward the best; It is the only one that gives attention to the needs of those most trivial once.

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Brothers and sisters, thank you for allowing me carry out the mission entrusted to me, namely that these pages up to you.

In the next time you take part in the Holy Mass, discover. I know that the Lord will fulfill for you His promise that "your Mass will never be the same again as before," and when you receive Him, love Him! Enjoy the sweetness feel yourself relax in the wound in His side, which pierced for you in order to leave his church and his mother to you; in order for you to open the door of the Father's house, so that you can feel yourself His Merciful Love through this testimony, and seeks to avenge him with childish love you guys.

May God bless you in this Easter period.

Your sister in the Living Jesus,

Catalina

Lay Missionary of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus